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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Sunday, May 25, 2008, 9:11 AM
choices have consequences
the choices so hard to make
with every move i make, a contradicting answer
mom and dad have been continuosly urging me not to get so involved in things
but seriously, maybe i just don't know how to manage time properly/
things coming in june, not just some things but tons and dozens of things
in another month or so, we are going to take over
not only council, the sec 3s, in CCA or any other aspect
we might seem more than prepared to take over
but once we take over, we have double the work and double the trouble.
and i can tell u my trouble would be mostly from the academics side
that why i say
its so contradictive
if this holidays
i study hard and achieve good grades.
and neglect camp prep and stuff,
nvm i can't bring myself to heck care bout teh things that i am trusted with to complete
its not possible.
and at this very point of time, my parents are really not understanding
as a student we have to care about EVERY aspect that we are some how or another involve in.
and even if i ald tried to tell them , i have ald opted myself out of the choir part
they are still.
why can't they understand more
bcoz of that one subj
i recieve no encouragements for the others that i have improved in.
even for those subj that i have been constantly failing.
to them, i am nvr good enuf/
in any aspect
in every aspect
i know that there is always room for improvement
but now they take wadeva that i am doing for the council, for star, for choir, service to the school
as nothing at all
and still at the end of the day
to be practical
that piece of paper with the number of As on it that count
all the contribution we made to the school
would be gone
without that piece of paper
some people can excel in EVERYTHING
but i can't
when i excel in an area i tend to neglect another
time is tight
and hate to stay at home
coz i cannot ge the peace and quiet that i want
ok so, dun blame me if i come home late
or wadeva
and seriously to choose between sch and home.
i will choose sch/
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