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Saturday, May 3, 2008, 10:25 PM
life's like a breeze?
went to mac early in the morning today
that was my breakfast cum lunch
haiz
than had maths remedial
got knocked on my head again
thanks ar mr sam
wen through the class test paper
and without errors once again i predicted that i would fail
haha
i bet i got the lowest in class again
haiz nvm
shall practice more
and i pray that i will pass mid year
coz somehow or another i think that i will fail.....
its not low confidence, its no confidence.-.-
haiz
and today at home
i din really study
i CANNOT study at home
#1. i hav no peace at home
#2. the bed is so tempting
#3. looking at my goggles makes me feel like swimming
#4. i have no one to answer my question, no one can solve my sums, even if mum's good at chi, she can't read my HCL words, oh wads the point
#5. i am disturbed over minor things and i hate getting disturb, esp when i am studying
i feel like asking the people at home to shut up but i can't respect u see.-.-
haiz.
so conclusion, i hate going home
to me, home is just a place where i slp eat and bathe
and blog of coz haha
go home cannot study and no peace haiz
mum plays her music, grandma ons TV so loud, dad's lucky to escape all these
i am not allowed to shut my door.-.-
so i plug in loh
then later they say , call me nvr respond
what crap lah, might as well dun stay at home
wan study also cannot
close door also cannot
play piano they say noisy,
stupid. if i go uni i will stay in the hostel , even if i am staying in singapore
if this is wad they call care and concern i rather be ignored.
it would be very peaceful
if they really cared they shouldnt have brought me in this world
and leave me with a broken picture, when its their problem
stupid adults
wan like that dun giv birth to children lah.
save my trouble of being on earth
MYE's ald starting
like i got more than 10 papers to go
how wonderful
haiz
monday's a killer
but after that can dun so scared ald
and anyway that one is sure die one loh
dun hav to worry ar
sure fail. confirm gurantee chop sign and counter sign
-.-
maths is a hopeless case for me
i think i study for ss got more use
maths this kind of thing
nvr study fail
study also fail
then might as well spent my time on other subj like ss
ok i better stop wasting my time here and make some notes for SS.
bb
i hate to be at home.
if i got a laptop, i dun even wan to come home haha
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