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Saturday, July 5, 2008, 6:33 PM
I AM SO TIRED.
today thank FIONNTANWENXI, for your super early morning SMS to wake me up at 7.10 am, thanks a DOZEN lols reached home at like 1230 yesterday... totally exhausted. anyone wanna try running round with court shoes. EXCELLENT EXPERIENCE everyone SHOULD have a turn=) ok, worked with sj, for the past night. ran around like?! loads of funny stuff welcome party is so boring, so we ended up crapping there lols then when the VIP FINALLY came it was time for us to run like mad ppl/ lols. got go get to the place to inform before the vip does overall still ok just that a bunch of ppl were OVER fascinated by some celebrities. oh well... wadeva. then after the whole thing. sent rach and jr home jr told me abt some star juniors. hope that they can behave better like STARs next time and set a good example to others. and also the sec 1s. or else they would be following after your footsteps, like they are ald doing that. then me and dad went to eat mac haha good thing there got 24hrs mac. lucky they should open one in jp. or maybe at least some food place in my estate. oh well thats not rly possible lah then today so early got lessons sian. dragged myself to sch and practically slept throughout my whole bus journey, although its not very long. maths. ok, no comments went to buy white shirt with jr for agnes
these days have been especially tiring for many of us. not just physically but also mentally and emotionally maybe i just dunno how to face it. although its not my prob but its very tired of playing a live game of taboo every day eith only two ppl in the game and its getting rather tiring., pmt, is it a right position for me to be in? i dun think so. where is the person for me to talk to when i need it. when can i find the person? when can wake up from fantasy and begin to liv in reality when will i stop deceiving myself i am a person with extroverted actions and introverted thinking nobody has been able to read my thoughts yet, not even the ftsc. i like to be alone when i am stressed. why do i need to share my problems when no one can even solve it this is so ridiculous i wun walk in to depression, dun worry but life is just not meaningful enough the rights and wrongs in life are not decided by me in this point of time. when can i walk out of this dilemma ? when can i find back my personality why am i so anti-social or isit that i just dun like to talk to ppl i dun know no common topic. they just dun share the same life as me. no one has been able to know what i am thinking and no one will ever. forget abt the world coz no ones there who is sensitive enough to feel that smth's missing when will that person come. spread the love around, coz everyone's lacking that love.
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