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Saturday, July 19, 2008, 7:14 PM
termination.extermination

went out with jr today
the whole trip was WONDERFUL till
ok, i shant elaborate.
sry filbert i think i did not keep u very entertained today lols.
bout some stuff for my room
and some stuff for my pmt managers.
oh outside its..
but once i step foot into home
and i feel a sudden sense of sian.
lols dunno why
perhaps i'm always all alone at home surrounded by adults and elderly and noone of the same agegrp as me
i am being questioned for 99% of the things i do
and they are happy even if i spoke greek to them abt what i did
yes i ispoke english and apparently, they are glad even though they dont even understand
oh wad crap is this.
ya pure crap.
and for everything
i am asked why i chat so long on msn.
oh come on. i have no one to talk to at home
dun even hav a sibling to share my problems
thats the sian-ness of being the ONLY child
and i rly hate it.
u can say that i only tok to my laptop, and desktop and perhaps my phone?
sian diao.
lols and ya the above i said abt toking is blogging msn-ing and sms-ing
lols.
i rly envy those ppl with sibling
like 9 out of 10 of my frens do.
at home got to answer all the crap qns for mom dad and grandma
and lols,.
they dun even ask me abt studies
i cant hav my own room becos
haiz
and now,
i treat the living room like my room
lols ya
living rm at least hav more live, living mah.
sian. iwantohavasibling
i hate to go home.
i hate to stay at home
i wish to turn 21 and get out
yes
i'm finally getting my ic on mon.