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Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 7:26 PM
blast furnance

yes thats what i feel like right now
no matter what they say, we would always be wrong
and they would always be right
what have we got to say
you even asked why didnt i join another cca, yes i would LOVE too.
and because of this, dun blame me for my lack of enthusiasm during cca display
i dun even love my cca, and it totally sucks.
i wun want any of the juniors to suffer the same fate as us
wadeva u say would be right and what should i say.
nvm
if i say anything more
i would only prolong the stupid meeting.
and wad do parents understand
nothing
teachers, even worse
dun tok abt the ftsc.
i think i can even be a better one.
i cant think of anything now
i feel like just handing in blank scripts tmr.
i would get an F9 anyway
i rather spend my time sleeping
then thinking of how to do it
but i know i dun have the courage to do it
u may understand anything but i am sure u complained bout this before
why cant ppl be more flexible.
things are suppose to change for the better and not let wrong things go wrong somemore
i will never scold my juniors if they ever followed my footsteps.
tell me, if i am not gg to be any kind of professional singer in the future, what has singing help
anyway i'm nvr gg to be one after the wonderful memories i left in choir
i think besides camps i only cried less then 5 times in sch
and i think 3 of them are due to choir
ya thanks for letting my cry my heart out.
thanks alot
perhaps we are not as clever as you ppl
but i can assure you that if u are in my shoes u would be thinking the same way as me
but u are not and u nvr will
and so just shut up and back off
i dun mind if u strip my post.
i am strong in my stand
and i know what i am doing
come to think of it again
if the cca is relaxing and interesting
why would anyone want to skip it so much, whether isit a valid reason or not
take a turn and make a change
change for the better and not let it be stationary foreva
if u dun dare to take ur stand that time and say what u really want
then its really your problem
its not someting abt commitment or prioritising
its called, not leaving any regrets for the actions u have done
perhaps u din have any but sorry, i do want any for my case as well
so if u dun hav sc, star, studies, cca, piano all in one
then shut up and back off, coz u hav no say in my life
and i dun wish to listen
and further worse for another one
bet u din even hav all these in your time
teachers are ald hard to find
and come on
u ppl are busy and so are we.
i am only fifteen
dun expect too much from me
this is not call rebellious this is called taking my stand
forget it this will nvr change and choir will NEVER be popular. coz________
这场马拉松赛太累了,我可以不要在跑了吗? 休息是为了走更长远的路,及时才能到我休息呢?现在压力已把我透的喘不过气来,有谁可以理解我的心情,给我一双玲听的耳朵,一个温暖的肩膀