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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Friday, August 15, 2008, 9:17 PM
tired, very
everyday when i wake up and open my eyes till the time i close them
there are thoughts running about everywhere and anywhere they want
i cant stopped them even when i am to control them
common tests are over and i dun even want to talk abt them
my targets are passes and an A for combined humanities, thats all.
i got my my emaths common test paper
i passed, miraculously
my class has 28 A1s out of which 4 full marks
and i just got a C6, i am not exactly elated nor dissapointed
the feeling is numb
ppl cry when they get my marks and some ppl are not happy with an A1
its true that i have low expectations and everyone has different
i have no feelings at all
except the eating chocolates part=.=
why am i like that
i dun even feel dissapointed at all
with no dissapointment,
how is this going to push me further
i dunno wads wrong with me
and wads going on in my brain
nvm that
after school
i thinki was very tired
i din ahd the mood for anything
i plugged in.
and slept.
for half an hour
choir is just a sian word
and i even said that if _____ were to come in
i would step out of the room immediately
can say that i am relatively quiet today
debrief i din talk also
setteled the t shirts things
now only gotta ask msseeto
that one shall go to the nicole side.
i am not going to talk that person and i dun even want to see her ftheace oh pls
the thought of the scene when she ask me why i nvr join other cca just broke my heart.
i should have rebutted her sentence but i chose to keep silent
keeping silence is the best way to not prolong a meeting.
and i was so angry
so now whenever before choir.
i just feel like crying
i also dunno why
i think that i am not up to the standard of becoming a good vice chair
at times i wondered if i am a good director
and as i even fit to be a star scholar
ased on results definetely not
perhaps attitude yes
and star camp rocks all the way!!!
yes i love it and i dun mind planning it=)
i have lots of ideas
since mskoh give me the idea
and its cool!!
oops its suppose to be confidential
but its exciting
more exciting then any other of my events
hahas
thats what i think lah
and star is the only thing i din regret joining at all
and thus i did not regret coming to jurong
ok
piano exam on monday
i am so scared
i got my 1045 dismissal
yeah i'm so happy
it would be a great day for me
to skip lessons
some redundant ones
skip also nvm
ok
tmr still got cip
meeting jr for breakfast.
and then gg meeting at school
lols is so stupid
i need to go to sch for a meeting
when my cip is at jp
which is like 3 mins from my hse.
/?!!
lols nvm
gd bye i'm gone!
take a syringe and pump air in to a vein, confirmed death.
希望到底存在吗？人生这场马拉松值得我去跑吗？
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