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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Monday, September 8, 2008, 7:20 PM
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think my mood these days has been rather ok.until today/ya.=.=, prelims were so terrible. stupid blower were like some air storm. so cold. i chose the right seat lol. once bitten twice shy. after that was paper 2. so hard. i dun even know waht the passage is toking abt.after that went maths. think i am totally lost. thank you mr sam for saying that i hav potential. very eoncouraging. thanks. i will work hard but i'm afraid i will dissapoint u again. ya potential to fail.
Then tok to some teachers bout some stuff. i dun wan ppl to expect so much of me. ya i failed like half of all my subj. the higher ppl expect, the more the dissapointment. i'm stressed. and i really dun wan to do prom night. i dun hav very good time management. its easy to say, learn learn. but its easier said than done. its alot easier just saying, by saying i can say alot. but what can i do/?i dun wan to let yet another project that i do over use my time. and my results would be another sacrificial product.
theres choir tmr, and its so...... haiz yet another 2 hours gone to waste because of it. ppl say its relaxing like since when did it become relaxing. lol. haiz stressed.
my patience is limited, i dun wan to suffer in silence anymore. you ppl wun understand anything, so please dun stress me by talking abt that anymore, i would like to say something for myself, but i chose to keep silent, because i hav no energy left. i rather let the tears flow without sound. one day i wish to slp and never wake up again. everyday i wake up i walk in to a dream, a nightmare.
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