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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Sunday, October 26, 2008, 7:42 PM
one hundered and counting
Starting time: 19.55 hrd
Name: yh
Sisters: no
Brothers: no, only child, bored sick
Shoe size: 6 1/2
Height: 1.64m
Where do you live: singapore
Favourite drink:H2O
Favourite breakfast: milk
Have you ever
Been on a plane: once, how pathetic, but better than none.
And Swam in the ocean:nope.
Fallen asleep at school: almost everyday
Broken someone’s heart: someone's broken mine though
Fell off your chair: yes, bench
Waited for someone to call: yes, for batteries.
Saved emails: how bout those i dun bother to delete
What is your room like: i dun hav one
What’s right beside you: my backpack
What is the last thing you ate: takoyaki
Ever had
Chicken pox: kindergarten1, so boring at home
Sore throat: one right now./
Stitches: no
Do youBelieve in
love at first sight: no.
Who was were the last person
You danced with: forgottened
Last made you smile: jasmine
You last yelled at: my managers, its normal
Today did you
Talk to someone you like: jasmine loh=.=
Kissed anyone: no
Get sick: heartache
Miss someone: yes
Eat: skipped lunch and dinner
Best feeling in the world: being loved by ppl who rly love me
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
What’s under your bed: air
Who do you really hate: parents
What time is it now:20.05 hrs
Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now:yes
Do you have any siblings: no
Do you want children: difficult qns
Do you smile often: i make ppl smile, hard for ppl to make me rly smile
Do you like your hand-writing: ya
Are your toe nails painted: no
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: anyone's i dun mind
What color shirt are you wearing now: white with a orange tigger
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: slping
When did you cry last: firday night, and cried alot
Are you a friendly person: hope so, perhaps not
Do you have any pets?: no
Where is the person you have feelings for right now:where? how would i know
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now:no homealone
Do you sleep with the TV on: no, waste electricity
What are you doing right now: watching hsm2 and doing this quiz
Have you ever crawled through a window: no, might be soon
Can you handle the truth: not currently
Are you too forgiving: perhaps
Are you closer to your mother or father? neither
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: not saying here but more than 1.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved: i dunno, not more that 10
Do you eat healthy: ya rite. no
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: huh. i dun hav
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: yes
IF you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: i seldom go to ppl.
Are you confident: i dun think so
5 things I was doing 10 years ago.-
cant rmb, i have no childhood
5 things on my to-do list today
- go arcade shooting
-drink fruit juice
-eat takoyaki
-sleep more, i m too tired to do anything
-watch hsm2
5 snacks I enjoy
- maltesers
- toblerone
-marie biscuits
-all sorts of chocolate
-ice creams it has to come in tubs.
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
- donate half to my sec sch
- get smth for ppl that i love and ppl who loved me
- go round the world
-buy a big house with a pool off a peaceful corner of the country
- go play
5 of my bad points
-too many to list
5 people who i want to do the quiz
jingrui. whoever that wants to do.
end of quiz
i am so tired of evtg/how i wished evtg could just end here. thank you for that night that you ppl
have spent with me to let me cry my heart out and listen to wad i wanted to let go for a very long time, i will work towards my goal to become that successful person that you've become, its not easy but i will try my best to move on and succeed in life, you've been hurt too. but you've done it so can i. thank you for the love and concern
Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 10:11 PM
another fruitful day
Kayaking.
yes, yes i put on sunblock, with 2 layers( 1st- spf80, 2nd - spf35), i din get a tan at all and i'm still smelling of sunblock all over. and thanks for the upteen reminders of the sunblock mrloh. went there changi, the trip was so long. reach day changed and evtg, ate refreshments like first.?=.= saw an irritating hole(guy in blue sleeveless) sickening pull my life jacket like wad man, in front of the WHOLE CLASS, lx was laughing like hell lols. sickening, embrassing irritating hole.
went down to the waters, shall skip the carriying part, paired with JINGRUI! yeahs/ haha coordination was ok, i sceamed alot. got a cut, ouch. kayaking was so fun=))))) hahas love it.! hahas and here comes the irritating hole and his fellow instructors splashing water like siao at us and the salt water go in my eye. i cannot see!!! IRRITATING!!! grrr. changed slpt in bus like dead pig. another battle at sch
retuning back everyone was looking at us like wad. lol not a single piece of proper attire, first person i saw was ms yeong! she din say anything=) smiles/ thanks mrloh and char for ur plasters my cuts ouch. they hurt i hope the salt can heal the wound abit.
Induction preperations.... Bridging gaps preperations went to staff rm to meet mrs rgd shanghai trip.. ended up doing loads of non shanghai stuff lol. ran ard hahas.
homed, thanks all for waiting and homed after that. went home and eat, then went back jp.
recieved some GREAT news, me and sj are suppose to present on ideas in action... again after 1 whole year?! lol ppt all delete ald! all depend on mrloh liao if he nvr save then hallelujah all redo and its on thu to clementi GREAT! i LOVE MS KOH, SHE ROCKS MAN<
ok gtg do bridging gaps stuff, hope evtg runs well tmr.
JIAYOUS to CCC!!! and 26th SC! all the best! and to all running bridging gaps too! esp Mrs Jacq Ng=)
tired..i need rest
Sunday, October 19, 2008, 7:56 PM
that 9 o'clock show.
had a fun time ytd esp at the arcade.. shot some cool balls. and i found out that i am terribly horrible at drums, ok skip that part. hahas then journied to queensway and din rly buy anything
after severals hours of aimless hunting, the 9 o'clock s0 gang decided to travel to another new location vivo. me the great found a direct bus there =) haha i saved the day////jkjk
vivo was great bought most of the things that i wanted there including an identical hoodie with jr! hahas guys are so indecisive dun understand why. at ljs, went to sky park. arcade, candy empire.. homed. why do all good things have to come to an end. but i will nvr forget that 9 o'clock show./
today, felt sick and slacked at home. tissue is my best friend of the day. maybe taking jab tmr, see first.
life after exam is no fun. except for the kayaking on tuesday=)
Friday, October 17, 2008, 7:24 AM
let it go
but i dun think i am able to do that.
its hard to let go, seriously, even somethings that is not even my fault. nvm, ytd was quite horrid for me, and these few days i've been slping rather early but still feeling tired. sometimes i just feel like slping on the bed for the whole day. looks like the world's against me but life still has to go on. i dun think i did very well for my eoy's but i rly did study my best and that is the best that i can achieve, socld me whack me talk to me, nothing will really work. everyone's brain has their own capacity and nothing will go in if it just over flows and overflows.. i failed one subj. and ak47 said that its very difficult to get F9, and she said she also fails last time.. a whole bunch of contradictions i rly feel like smacking her face. and one last point, mother is a whole lot of difference from teacher
life after exam is a whole hell lot worse than life before and during the exam. i rly hate it cca's back proposals nvr stopped. and scoldings(also known as disscussions) from all over the place. its rather sickening sometimes....
nvm gtg to school soon. bb
i cant let it go, i cant hang on any longer.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 6:56 PM
dissapearing appearance
results day, in black are those for mye, in blue are those for eoy...
A2 SS/His B3(68)
B3 Chi B3(65)
B3 Phy D7(45)
B4 Hcl A2(70)
C5 Geo B3(66)
C5 E Math C5(59)
C6 El C5(59)
C6 Chem C5(57)
F9 A Math F9(38)
deproved - 2 subjs
improved - 4 subjs
same - 3 subjs
haiz, physics although expected to be that bad was a rather big and heavy blow for me
its something i really practiced and do but yet, the results are inveresly propotional to my work.
haiz, for HCL, i was SO SURPRISED> ya.. a amths is a common thing for me. like i nvr get more than 39 marks before. so nvm. thx ms ong for all your tips and encouragements. as compared to mid year, i hoped i've improve from common test is called drastic improvement. hahas.
met the new sec 1s today, so cute and innocent.lol. then went for choir, and saw the new instructor today ok its a he. ya he looks rather nice haha, and to say the truth i would rather prefer him leh. haha then homed with filbert. saw his obs time line and it looks rather boring to me, ya seriously. haha think i will give it a miss? see first bah, see who's gg.
getting back these results is only the start of evtg. the race is not yet over, its only the beginning, but i'm ald feeling tired and exhuasted. hope that one day i will evaporate and nvr be there again.
i am afraid that i will lose that touch again
Monday, October 6, 2008, 9:32 PM
dashed-
suddenly i felt a sense of fear, smth that i had been experiencing but today that feeling has been exceptionally strong. i am afraid that i cant hold on any longer. the situation gets tenser by the day. no one has yet to make a move, i feel that i am like a chess piece on the board waiting to be kicked out of the game any minutes. they dun know how much stress i am gg under, and they hav nvr tried. backstabing is the only thing they are doing to each other and i dun wish to be any menssenger anymore. my childhood was bad enough and my teen years only brightened up becoz of ppl in sch. gg home is just like going to a place that i can slp, eat and bathe. to me its meaningless. hearing other stories, many pressed for the fate of their children, but this is definetely not the case here. do they hav to makeit so dramatic/ can they stop backstabing each other and yet want to find out more to backstab even further. i had had enough. they expect me to find my own way out. i hav nothing, i cant do it.can't hold on much longer/
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