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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Monday, October 6, 2008, 9:32 PM
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suddenly i felt a sense of fear, smth that i had been experiencing but today that feeling has been exceptionally strong. i am afraid that i cant hold on any longer. the situation gets tenser by the day. no one has yet to make a move, i feel that i am like a chess piece on the board waiting to be kicked out of the game any minutes. they dun know how much stress i am gg under, and they hav nvr tried. backstabing is the only thing they are doing to each other and i dun wish to be any menssenger anymore. my childhood was bad enough and my teen years only brightened up becoz of ppl in sch. gg home is just like going to a place that i can slp, eat and bathe. to me its meaningless. hearing other stories, many pressed for the fate of their children, but this is definetely not the case here. do they hav to makeit so dramatic/ can they stop backstabing each other and yet want to find out more to backstab even further. i had had enough. they expect me to find my own way out. i hav nothing, i cant do it.can't hold on much longer/
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