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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Saturday, November 1, 2008, 10:08 PM
physically tired, mentally exhausted, emotional breakdown
so many things have raced past like a racing formula 1 car. with twists and turns all over the place, the race of this hols are not over yet. and the fact is i dun even feel like its the hols at all. star stuff, open hse, shanghai trip, blah blah. so many things to settle and i cant depend on my trusty memory anymore, i need an extrenal hard drive coz even my 16gb thumbdrive is not sufficient to store things inside my small lil memory
open hse, i think i shd skip this part. the whole thing was ok but my experience wasnt that ok. came out with new acronyms for STAR/ i shant insult anyone here.. scrap open hse.. thx teachers for the free pen. i will utilise it fully for my o's one wed.
bought most of my things for china trip ald. just need to pack and wash my slingbag. haiz need to settle filing and passports. thinki cant attend my ap in peace.=.= on mon.
this trip. with a mixture of ppl. i dunno wad to do. be myself. i wish i wasnt on this trip at all. there are definetely more deserving ppl in this trip. i dun understand why ppl can hate us so much i have rly no comments. i cannot split myself in to 2 although i wish, if i am asked to drop one, i think i would choose to drop myself. i just want to be myself. physically tired, mentally exhausted, emotional breakdown. what shd i do. be myself or go witht the flow.
为什么事情会搞到这种地步，真不像这些事情发审单我又有神么办法，该发生得没有发生，不该发生都发生。 我该做什么。 我的心愿：“做个正常的人，走一条平常的路”。
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