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Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 8:51 PM
one more day and we're done!
did homework at vivo today, weird but ya. the place was kinda comfy, abit too comfy to get a whole hell load of homework done. haha but i still did some, although it wasnt ALOT but it was enough?loved twilight. yes i love it but i am nt addicted. hahas. think i am gg swimming tmr and countdown! wished i had my 2mp camera phone working but sad lah. 3RD MARCH> i am waiting. anticipatingbye ppl, till nxt time i think it'll be 2009!
Monday, December 29, 2008, 11:08 PM
A WHOLE NEW BEGINNING
many days went past and i finally thot it through, after so many things that has gone pass after so many things i hav gone through, tough, sweet, bitter, sour. wadeva that has happened cannot be changed, since the history cannot be changed i want to change myself. in 2009 i will be a new me. i want to live a life that i want. although i cannot change the past, i can live present to the fullest and reshape my desired future. let 2009 be.. a whole new beginning.PS> 3/4 class blog: http://wl4409.blogspot.com
PSS>choir blog: http://jsschoir.blogspot.com
hahas a wholenewbeginning. jumpingon to a brandnew 2009!
i am looking forward to orientation. smile more love the world!
-whatever that has happened will only make me a stronger person i am today
Saturday, December 20, 2008, 2:26 PM
sometimes
i just feel like erupting, every human has limits. anger and rage. why must i face this kind of situations when other don't why isit so unfair.will anyone understand?
Friday, December 19, 2008, 10:48 PM
happiness
i gotta move on and be who i am
why do i live in such a complicated world, i rly dun understand, the world of adults so scary and messy. in my thinking they are suppose to be oraganise ppl, i wished i grew up faster last time, bt now i am cherishing every moment and i just dun wan to grow up, bt the ticking time. dosent wait for me, the earth would nt stop spinning or spin slower for my sake. it wun happen.
happiness, innocence, smiles - i'm too far away frm them.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 12:37 AM
believe
The answers are all inside of me All I gotta do is believe
Just had SC gathering today, maybe ytd looking at the time. ok lah. nt bad quite fun, only sad part when the shirt uncle print my shirt wrongly lah, lol. zzz. poor jr has camp tmr.first time rly meeting the sec 1s and 2s and having some fun with them, as usual angry at some ppl. had bbq, atem cycled before that, and had a lol fall, some of them had quite terrible falls, ppl take cares.
i think i am sort of wasting this hols, perhaps but i rly dk how to get back on the right track. i dun like to stay at home, i hate the adult:child ratio of 3:1 is nt good when u hav to repeat things like 3 times rgd the same things its just so irritating.
no place to study at home is another problem, i dunno where to study?! lol there is like no place and i cant study when dad's at home coz my b0oks are all in teh room, its just so irritating.
bye ppl i need to go sch tmr hahas.
i'm trying to accept reality, but i just can't accept that fact.
Friday, December 12, 2008, 11:03 PM
without love
- nothing can be accomplishcompleted SFA course today and passed. yeah. MCQ 29/30 hahas, i think sch exam also dun hav so good, bt some qns abit lame lah, sch one is misleading this one is super =.=, bandaging gd thing i gt the easy one, cpr, hate it. esp the stupid face shield.nvm. another whole new exp. but worse thing is later need to go back to collect my license card. its at douby ghourt. god so far, i need to go sch one! how? i also dunno. walk walk see see bah bt i am still happy to get my license hahas, first time attend course with a range of ages ppl races? i dunno, feel like a working adult, with all the lunch breaks, and full day courses and assesment, i think i prefer being a student. now having some cramp thanks to cpr. press like hell. the stupid dummy so hard. lol all over.
then went jp. new one so shoik, so big hahas. bt alot of ppl. i dun like. walk also hard haiz, gt good gt bad/
nxt mon gathering, contemplating if to go or not. now gt all the economy crisis and the gathering still so ex?! shall see.
-withoutlove.
Monday, December 8, 2008, 8:15 PM
SMILE MORE SEIZE LIFE LOVE THE WORLD
at home another day didnt even step out of the house. haiz, perhaps i am the one who made this holiday so boring lol. tmr techinician coming and gg to school to plan some stuff. cant wait for sch to reopen, think 2009 gg to be another fast-paced and hectic year. and new year is in jan. sick, hate new year. lol. gd thingits only 2 days, new year's eve is on a sun. abit off lols.wed thu fri gg to be a whole new exp for me. SFA, but the trip to doubyghourt everyday puts me off a lil. but nevertheless i made this choice! so i will nt regret and make the full use of this 3 days to learn somehting new, life is precious, smile more, seize life, love the world. hahas
looking forward to SFA! hahas
think i shd satrt doing some homework, bleah, amaths look like last hols, phy dun seem to be there, chem ans ald there argh.
Saturday, December 6, 2008, 11:23 PM
yo.
guess i'm rather lame to complete a quiz at sucha hour. ok here goes nothingErase my answer and write ur own.
Use the first letter of your name to write your answer.
They have to be real places' name and objects.
1. Four letter word- YUCK
2. Boy name- YOSHI (mario's fren)
3. Girl name- YUNHAO
4. Occupation-YOUTH WORKER
5. Colour- YELLOW
6. Something you wear- YELLOW TEE
7. Beverage- YOGHURT ICE BLEND
8. Food- YOGHURT
9. Place- YORK (nth to do with new york)
10. Something found in bathroom- YOGHURT BATH
11. Reason for being late- YUCK, I WAS SHOCKED BY SMTH
12. Something you shout- YO!
13. Font- YAHOO
14. TV show- YU-GI-OH
15. Song Title- YOU CAN'T STOP THE MUSIC
u will hate the first letter of ur name after this, esp the letter t,w,x,y,z. actl wanted to use t but it isnt any better. hahas but quite fun. wiki's ur best fren!
10:35 PM
jumpingon!
think i am feeling much better with my emotions lately, jumping on to the nxt chapter of my life, hooked up to forensic heroes 2. loved. perhaps i'll study forensics nxt time, but i guess i wun be up for it with my suck-lyk-hell results. lol, ppl around me gg to tuitions, starting on sec 4 topics, chem, math, amath, el, all sorts.(perhaps tuition is abit hard to find, but ppl most need it). i am slacking at home. today's programme goes like, wakeup, eat breakfast, watch vid, eat lunch, watch vid, play gba, slp, eat dinner, find my gbasp, found it, play, mom snatched it, watch vid again, blogging. can life get anymore interesting?>the world wun spin any faster for my sake and neither would it stop at times to make me feel better. i wish i lived in ytd foreva but perhaps i think its a kinda dream that i should be waking up? and face reality, but seriously i'm nt up to it, every human has limits i ald overshot mine. haiz.
argh counting down 26 days.. twentysix days!!! 4/4'09! loved. count down to o- levels perhaps abt 300 days or less. life is such fast paced but i think i just slowed everything down.
class chalet is over, sh trip is over, star camp is over. nxt week looking forward to my SFA course, jumping on to my nxt accomplishment and my wish, my interest, haven done smth that i like for a long time. SFA=) smile/ think loads of ppl gg vacation nxt wk bonvoyage!
ok i shd get back to mariokarts=) YOSHI!
Friday, December 5, 2008, 12:39 PM
lollipop.
mad abt lollipops these days, have been eating quite a number of them recently. strawberry yoghurt the best. and they come witha free keychain. loved. nvt week gt choirbut i gg to miss it again. dunno whether to be happy or sad. gg to SFA nxt week. finally smth that i want to accomplish and will do that. i hope i pass the test. hahas/ so bored, hate the hols, noting to do. everyday slacked at home, life is so boring or isit that i dk how to utilise time,. perhaps so. shd start studying soon. maybe today after i explore the new jp. its extension is making it nearer and nearer to my hse. 1 road and i will be there. run there 1min can reach. walk there abt 2-3min. and there is bakerzin=) the cakes there are so nice. feel like changing url again. hahas gdbyeMonday, December 1, 2008, 7:26 PM
empty
i dunno wad is wrong with the world. the more i get along with ppl, the more i know that no matter where they go, they always want to go home. thier shelter, their refuge, their cosy home.perhaps i wun understand what is the cosyness of home till i rly find one or make one myself. to me my home is just another place for me to stay, more like a hostel. i feel empty, inside, i dunno why. i wonder if anyone can come and fill it up. but i dun think so. staying at home just makes me angry frustrated, irritated and want to go out, anywhere i dun mind, just a place for me to stay. i am a perfectionist and i cannot stand things that are just not perfect. if i dun get perfection, dun expect me to giv perfection, if i dun even get satisfaction, dun expect me to even giv satisfactory. i dun care who u are. so wad if u are, u din fulfill ur basic resposibility, so dun expect me to be resposible at home, coz why shd i. i am nt the innocent girl that i used to be, i have a mind of my own, a complicated one. but all i want is just simplicity. why dun i get it. why some ppl's world is just so simple. why must mine be so complicated. i know whatever that has happened to me will only make me a stronger person. this is only the beginning but i cant handle it, i am nt slping well with wet pillows everynite.what is the problem with the world? or isit the problem with me, when will my pillow be dry?
seize life, smile more, love the world