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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Monday, December 1, 2008, 7:26 PM
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i dunno wad is wrong with the world. the more i get along with ppl, the more i know that no matter where they go, they always want to go home. thier shelter, their refuge, their cosy home.perhaps i wun understand what is the cosyness of home till i rly find one or make one myself. to me my home is just another place for me to stay, more like a hostel. i feel empty, inside, i dunno why. i wonder if anyone can come and fill it up. but i dun think so. staying at home just makes me angry frustrated, irritated and want to go out, anywhere i dun mind, just a place for me to stay. i am a perfectionist and i cannot stand things that are just not perfect. if i dun get perfection, dun expect me to giv perfection, if i dun even get satisfaction, dun expect me to even giv satisfactory. i dun care who u are. so wad if u are, u din fulfill ur basic resposibility, so dun expect me to be resposible at home, coz why shd i. i am nt the innocent girl that i used to be, i have a mind of my own, a complicated one. but all i want is just simplicity. why dun i get it. why some ppl's world is just so simple. why must mine be so complicated. i know whatever that has happened to me will only make me a stronger person. this is only the beginning but i cant handle it, i am nt slping well with wet pillows everynite.
what is the problem with the world? or isit the problem with me, when will my pillow be dry?
seize life, smile more, love the world
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