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Friday, February 27, 2009, 10:44 PM
hot n cold
oh goodness, i rly feel like using the masking tape and tape up those irritating ppl. i hate ppl who dun believe wad i say and still want me to and still wan to ask me. cant stand it. TIAN AH! sickening horrible old creatures!!! argh! why are there such ppl on earth.. dun trust us, dun use us! talk so much, do nothing. endured thanks to jr's patience in explaning. today only 1 action and 4 letters to descirbe her, haiz, such ppl shd be exterminated frm planet earth!! hahas, sports day, prize table duty. mr chan came back to be GOH cool! hahas. thanks and thanks to msteo for the food and mrtan for lombang-ing our blazer to stadium and msong back:)
then after that proceeded to ikea to look for boxes. walked, walked and finally decided to sms mrtan, hah. found it bt nt enough to took wadeva there is. oh gosh ikea service is nt exactly good, or they hav too many items to help me ask the other outlet? lol. bought 10 box and 10 frames and a rly rly cool light, haha ex bt i think its so cool solarpowered torch, (suddenly rmbs 2 yrs ago in ideas in action, heard someone saying:" pls dun be so stupid and go and make a solar powered torch or a wind powered fan") lol now someone has done it the best thing is it can store energy cool or cool. haha it way cool!hahas/(for such a hot day xp)
then went to vivo with sj, walked and walked with the lil bulky parcel that resembles pretty much like a bomb lol, went in to manmy apparel shop and for ppl like me that dun rly know how to appreciate, i went there criticizing and commenting on the clothes lol, we rly had a pretty wild walk and a good laugh. went back. left shoulder ache and left arm muscle cramp. ohman, it sucks.
tmr star gg to geylang attatchment, lol i know it sounds rather wrong, but.. ya thats wad it is. hope it would be fun!
haiz, i hope i can escape yet another time tmr, bt i dun think i would be that lucky... oh gord bless me.
Thursday, February 26, 2009, 8:21 PM
masked.
behind every mask lies another, backstabbing, so wadeva. i cant believe the world today that i live in, totally cant believe, kind and approachable, someone who seems to understand us, bt in turn came and stabbed us in the face. dissapointment and appalled by her cunning sly moves. what i hav learn frm SE, trust no one...
i just dun understand, in the same line, but each so different, some i rly give my deepest respect to, and will nvr forget even if i leave, some i will also nvr forget when i leave, nvr forget how ununderstanding a human can get, un sympathetic, or to say totally pathetic. some breaking my train of thoughts by shouting at the top of their lungs, bt some's 循循善诱, is what we rly need. once again reverse phycology dun rly worked on me.
enough of thoughts and back to life, tmr is sports day.. thanks and thanks to mrtan for transporting our blazers there. prizetable at last. sry to sj. out with jr tmr to vivo! yeah and maybe ikea? smile more love the world be a fighter..
Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 8:00 PM
fighter.
phy spa today, that was the only thing on everyone's mind. whole amaths, el, emaths, spa was evtg we thought abt. butterflies seems to clutter in my stomach and i also dk wad they are doing in there. nervous. evtg seem to just vanish. inside the lab, all curtains closed. intensity and fear. did through half the time and i thot it was ok. then the bad thing happen. found out that i did my 6 readings all wrong thanks to the examiner. scared till i almost cried. and i rly felt like, bt i knew if i cried i woundnt hav finished the paper. my heart is beating so fast i'm so afraid that it might drop out. i even forgot how to calculate gradient, omg yunhao what are you doing!! argh! sad. after evtg ms tang came in for ss. no mood. like duh. failed hist-expected, bt overall gt C5. ok loh.. think i gt the exact marks as yanbing.consistently failing is the conclusion i can deduce frm my CT. after sch. went to get my bottle. went to get it and gt scolded for stepping in to the corridor, and i think its still in the lab now.. nvm, give labtech=.=/// star was... moodless to, everyone is still dwelling on the SPA. of coz. moodless. stupid game, funny presentation, and field trip this sat to digiart.
afterstar, when with jr to eat yoghurt. eat ald also no effect, bt thanks jr anyway for the cheering up. gd luck to those taking bio spa nxt week. tmr hav mock spa for chem. super sian, and if the calculations is one mark i dun think i will do. no confidence, bt i will try and be a fighter...
Sunday, February 22, 2009, 7:08 PM
i believe i can fly.
-i belive i can touch the sky
another week gone, super sian
weeks and weeks and its always the same thing, life is just like a straight line with not much of a variation, nt exactly smooth sailing bt rather its kinda boring. SPA is coming in FOUR days time, nt scared that i will fail bt much more of if i can perfect it. life, so demanding. secone camp is in like 2 weeks and we are nowhere near to finishing the proposal. haiz... life. cultural night is no where far too. in another 3 weeks time would be our second public concert at RP. back to spa and i must say phy spa is like a thousand a million times better, in terms of EVERYTHING frm calculations to the ppl watching us do, ya i would rly rather hav a guy who walks around and constantly flashes his red pen to make crosses on my paper then one who shouts at the class on and on like roaring thunder for not much of the same apparent reason,makes everyone feels irritating, irritated. ]
choir is another irritating topic, too sick of all the singing so many hours, choir instructor only anxious abt choir bt seriously i hav a hell load of things to be anxious abt. WHATS WRONG WITH THESE PPL. ITS NT ONLY CHOIR THAT I HAV. and everytime its the same old thing. "its a very good exp" ya rite like i dun hav enough of those "marvellous exp" and stuff like, "when i think back in my sec sch days, it was the times in choir that i rmb" haha bt that would definitely nt be the case for me i swear garantee confirm chop sign. perhaps the days in STAR or council, 44/09, 21/07, bt nvr frm choir. those hedious training that everyone get zonked out by the attack of the Z monster. it totally sucks, nt allowed to talk or bring in noted to study, its a pointless thing for me. and every year when i do cca display, i feel that i am lying through my teeth abt the things they say, oh god, forgive me of those sins.. poor juniors...
STAR, its always fun, at least a hundred times better than choir, like DUH, i cant wait for the attatchments to clash with choir prac. hahas, SE is cool. bt i would like to try the nxt module on career guidiance:)
lucks to everyone for spa on so wadeva date!
Saturday, February 14, 2009, 7:43 PM
apalling CT.
super sian, yes the week of CT is OVER, so it means SPA is round the corner, and i am gg to face those omfg results of the common test. oh well, the test all have a general term of difficult, and i just cant tune my mind to the doing qns mode like how i can do my tys, 1001, worksheets, practices, so on and so for. doing at home, i can think and spot mistakes in answer key even. even the harder qns was alright, but in the ct, even a simple qns looked so foreign to me.alienated, the onlt reason was insufficient practice. somehow i have forgottened how to rly relax and play and the mood dosent seem to there anyway, the only thing i can do at home other than on the com is studying, boring ppl, it is only when i am studying then i would nt be bombarded with qns that i dun even know the answer and qns that are way ridiculous. haiz gtg go on in life! SPA is nxt nxt week and i want my full marks!!!! JIAYOU:) another long week ahead. life's boring. but i've gt no choice
take for eg. thu afternoon, while i was still having class, my grandma had called me upteen times, perhaps even more than ten. i am in class wad does she expects. and further more i ald knew wad she was gg to ask me and i knew the answer to it and i would be so irritated to asnwer those calls, finally i accepted one and true enough it was the qns i expected, has ur father returned frm thai to home. oh god i am nt even at home. she said she has called dad but failed to reach him, then why bother calling me. like she cannot reach and i can reach=.= stupid idoit. how am i suppose to know, i am also nt his son=.-/ sickening. and her irritating voice is even louder than my volume 30 in my mp3. goodness, she likes to blast her tv and ask me stupid qns and call me to do dumb things. sickening. hate it. life's so unfair. but i have to live with ithe truth.
gt back one fo the CT paper. and i can say i did badly, hate her, no form of further encouragement bt instead discouragement, i'm sry bt reverse physcology dosent work on me. it might work for some bt it just show that i am inferior as compared to my classmate. i am those that CMI. she gives no notes and expect us to copy evtg in tb, either start frm all tb, or all notes, here there everywhere, what am i suppose to study during the test. every day call us bring tb, bring ald nvr use, nvr bring u wan to use, then kena scolded and punishment, biased freak, u suck.
Friday, February 6, 2009, 7:43 PM
i dunno where to begin.
another week gone.
WED's most memorable thing was star?! riduculous jobs to do, so haiz although i think it wuold be meaningful but i think its also time consuming, haiz spa in 2 weeks, time FLIES! scared i cant perfect my spa, haiz i think thats the only part of science that is good. argh, so fast!
THU chem spa, was wow.. hcl acids and mg ribbons are best friends. hahas. thu is practically boring bt mdm rain cant make it for class, the whole 44 was like "so dissapointed" haiz bt nevertheless it would replaced by 15 mins lessons for like 4 lessons great! hahas then homed nad went to do MI no 1, we did it:) one down, left one.
FRI, boring boring boring, huamans and language day super boring. at least chem was abit better bt still very dry lah, just go through tys only, so sian lah and all the mcq is rather easy.. haiz. then 12 the big thing, everyone go report to their cca. and that **** person rly suck i must say, she is a #%$#&^ so angry lah, last min say gt sectionals so practically we hav choir frm 12 to like 630 with abt 115 hrs of break in between, i swear that choir shall NEVER be my choice of cca in wadeva tertiary educations i go to. at least nt one with that kind of ppl in there, and then during practice i do work also cannot. also nt that i nvr pay attention. grrr. ya i know how near syf is, bt its at most 4 months of work, my olvl is also near and its like 4 YEARS of work, can she be abit more considerate? sec 2 i streaming, gt concert, sec 4 i olvl gt concert again WAD CRAP! argh, so irritating and singing wun even help in ANYTHING that i am gg to do in the future, and the last thing on my list is to step in to any choir after i step down. ya i know that i should have proper time management, but nxt week is common test and there are TWO subjs on wed, sch ends late at 345 ald and choir is ending at 6plus by the time i even reach home i will be dead beat lah. sickening. no wonder her name starts with an S. sickening, stupid, sesnseless, siao, sick. poor sec 1s hav training 3 times a week, omg, if i am sec 1immediately quit lah, wait no longer man. haiz! WHAT TO DO
SUNDAY lunch with star mates, lol casual smart, wad to wear, i rather they say casual or formal or best thing, SCHOOL UNIFORM. lol.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009, 6:00 PM
TUESDAY, check out the timing and u should be shocked why choir ended so early today, bt fact is i din even go, went to polyclinic, and i hav a confession to make, the doctors there rly suck to the core.
1. first doc i met in my life, introduced himself(like i ever want to know his stupid name, or want to vote him for best doc award) and didnt ask the basic qns called how are you feeling? or wad is wrong. i rly feel like asking him, what is wrong with you. i was on the verge of asking for a feedback form.
2. i think BL is the word that i can descibe the way he talks. the only word that ever comes out is OK. ok wad crap lah. at least tell me what is wrong, and if you dont know, dont go and critisize the TCM, they are better in this and so admit it. a humble learner is 10 times better than a smart alec.
3. Pls lah evtg also use paracetamol, its just a nicer name for panadol, so lol, this knid of thing i also know lah, still need go there find you, wad rice method i also learn before, this kind of crap still reluctant to teach me, dun teach dun teach lah, stupid crap, u dun even hav the heart to heal, forget it lah, if i know you gg to teach me that, i should hav walked out straight, dun waste my time.
4. hello man, my ankle ald abit swollen, stupid doctor still give me rub oil, wan it to get worse isit?! lol hot is expand, cold is contract ar, rub oil produces heat. this kind of simple science still need me to teach you?! you want my ankle to get worse and come back to see you this stupid doctor?
5. my goodness, where got doctor ask people how many days u wan of pe leave, i said anything, coz i din want to waste my saliva on this kind of stupid ppl. then he ask want to take napfa/?, i say anything. dumb lah, ask this kind of qns should be doctor decide right?! ask if i want mc and i actl say dun need, then he print ald. ok fine. wadeva lah.
6. he ask if i wanted medcine, i said no, then he insisted, lol ask for wad, you are the doctor, anw ask ald u still insist whats the point, dun waste my time lah, u wan to go home i also wan.
such ppl rly bring down the reputation of polyclinic doctors, probably even b4 that they were also classified as lousy. So abit more of criticism also nvm hor. stupid doctor. gd thing i nt that dumb to go and rub the oil, rly rub ald then swollen then its like taking a stone and throw at my own ankle right. go to the doctor and get more hurt, gt make sense anot?
haha bt gt some thing quite interesting lah, when i gt the medcine, they keep empahsizing dun take this with panadol, then i was abit bewildered coz nvr see b4, then i take the medcine and see the composition, there write 450mg paracetamol(panadol) lol then my reaction was like =.=/// haha bt its kinda a friendly reminder to those ppl who dun know. she was like the most friendly person i met in the whole polyclinic, the others all hav black face, give stupid presciption or go and critisize ppl, erm ya. haiz polyclinic, i think that guy can sit there for his whole life bah, stupid doc, if docs are like that after they spend 6 years studying bt dun hav any heart to heal and dun respect other areas of medcine, i would nvr be a doc even if i ever hav a chance to.
conclusion, i went back to my sinseh, who kinda fixed my ankle, and i gt 1 month exemption from pe, which means i still can take napfa:) smiles haha
today's lessons are BORING,
cl-slept,
chem- ok tried nt to slp, ms J shared some cool exp hahas had a good laugh,
geog- understood ald and i spent my time drawing some stuff on my paper
emaths- new stuff to learn cool! tmr test
amaths- mrlee din come again, bt i understand at least and know how to do with the help of yanbing of coz haha
english- ms phua din come, read readersdigest:) nice stories hope they can continue to subscribe for us
>>>> last period, physics, mrloh looks like his gg to KO lol. write the SPA ans so interesting, bt we gt a very nice mindmap for revision haha thanks!
tmr
maths test, physics SPA practice, and nothing interesting oh ya tmr gt STAR cheers:)
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