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Thursday, April 30, 2009, 8:20 PM
finding it,
i must find it back, dun let it be a killing factor of my dreams. isit possible? i dunno, practically i dun really know what i am doing in class, what i am thinking about, what i am learning, writing, everything just seems like an unfinished chapter of the story, spa 2 finally ended, didnt think i did very well, spa2phy is gg to be next friday. guess i wasnt so scared for spa 2. thats good, hope i dun do wrong setup again. hope wish believe,..
filmed a big half of our vid ald, lol i salute my own bhb skills infront of cam oh god, is that really me. nvr mind the throw face shots at least they are rather funny...
study passion where and how can i find it back? mrloh just dumped us a stack of physics past year papers. wow. i am amazed... when we were just thinking that the history pack was thick enough, 一山还有一山高indeed it has been proven, off to do PA:D slc09's approaching, hope i have a fun... medic exp..=.=
Friday, April 24, 2009, 8:08 PM
TWENTYFIVE!
more days and counting down. time flies seriously, i can imagine the scene of the prelim exams, that same scene that our seniors were inside its us. so fast. for the past few months of lessons, i dun even know what i am learning, expcept emath, a lil phy and a lil ss. others lost.... cannot absorb cannot focus dun understand no concentration, i dunno why, but now since evtg is over i should rly let go of evtg and start studying, revising etc.spa is nxt week, and goodness i dun even know what am i tested on?! ARGH shucks. the bad exp i've had in lab is making me dread lab sessions this year, while phy continues to be a breeze most of the times, i heat and pour so many wrong things that i suspect one day i might burn the lab down. "don't let a teacher determine how u do in exam" i tried bt i think the teacher is an essence to the whole process, without them we are just like wan shi ju bei zhi qian dong feng. haiz WHAT TO DO?! some of these ppl.. just.. dun belong there. some are just so thoughtful that made me speechless, touched. stunned.
OLVL's coming and i think i shd stop complaining here and get down to some studying, the weather's drying me out like its drying everyone. haiz. spa.... DIE, phy gt hope. HCL paper... ARGHHHHHHHHH. KILL ME! twentyfive times 24 to 16, nt looking forward to it. i dunno why bt ya!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 8:06 PM
if the world is fair it would be square
haha quotable quotes by me the great.. haha
school ended quite early these days i have absoulutely no idea why so. waiting for a bus at 4 seems ridiculous to me bt ytd it happened haha cool ar coz ASAP is CANCELLED haha calls for a celebration.
today
rained no pe, so had 2 hrs of amath, oh kill me pls. i dun even get what the hell that finite integral means. and sj is on her way to her 2nd amath book(shows how much she practices) and me, i am not even half done mine. lol. english compre 29, thank god i din fail, didnt do very well for compre part but summary was pretty alright. ss/hist war war war. recess went to eat rice, some ppl shock like lol i cannot eat rice meh. lols. amath again, KO, had my date with zhougong. geog trying hard nt to slp coz vp was behind.lunched. phy nth interesting, spa's coming soon... ARGHHHH!!!! chem spa, QA? QME?, QY? haha (insidejoke), bt also die lah. emath ...... phyasap, lol cheat my feeling, say today no mrng ended up still him, wth. dk wad he is teaching and dun bother. BAND 3 is so horrible/// if nt for lx i think i can die and slp throughout. sj and f went for tuition everyone is having tuition, chionging for o's yours truly is still sitting down here blogging. oh what is wrong with me,
1 more SYF, 1 more star session, 1 more competition, 1 more proj, 1 more eureka, 1 more graduation, 1 more life and i will choose to end this.
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Sunday, April 12, 2009, 11:17 PM
ARGHHHH
what has the world become?
living in this day in age, me not even 16 yet, my scheldule's COMPLETELY packed with i dk what u call it but i dun wish to say it stuff get some time for myself, oh yunhao, get a life man,.GET A LIFE.
GOODFRIDAY
packed stuff, watched play came back, packed stuff
SAT
those stuff i am packing(my sec 3 adn 4 worksheets) are coming in heaps, yes heaps or heapy if you want to phrase it that way, but its heapy, not hippy=.=, rmb geog teachers like to say, save trees, use less paper, (rmbs the times of the first sentence my geog teacher says after she enters class, class take out a piece of foolscap paper..) yes these foolscap, like in chinese ji shao cheng duo, oh yes, it rly happens. chem phy geog(especially) chinese english(another heapy one) all look like they went on some eat all you can buffet and exploding. and after 1 day at the battlefield with those horrid worksheets/ i nt done yet.
went to slp, cant slp=.= thinking bout DSA should i should i not, even if i try i might nt get in, should i try where should i try and what should i try it with, qns, more qns, if i get in can i cope/? if i dont try will i regret? burning qns, oh someone pls answer them for me... haiz. should i should i not, i need someone to talk to..
SUN
continued battle, almost died due to those nasty dust(how long have i not been touching my worksheets..) many many many stuff to do,redid the VARK test online, since i found the kinesthetic paper while packing, wanting to see if its still relevant(knowing that with time ppl change), took the test WOW, V5, A0, R0, K16, great, since its highly relevant i immediately took and read it, its rly like me bt dosent rly suit the singapore education system grr, how i wish i was a good aural or read/write. K how on earth am i suppose to absorb and learn in class(probably that answers the qns why i cant concentrate, even if i do i dun understand what on mars the teacher's talking about, i cant sit still for more than 30 minutes, cant hav distractions, or not, i cant focus. lab work helps bt its kinda rare in school, field trips are even rarer.. hands on are once in a blue blue moon(but wait, then pbl should work for me?, perhaps with better teammates) haiz, i dun belong here, i belong to some other planet where aliens there have a life! ARGHH... studying is nt my forte, bt anyway i hav no forte=.=///
looking at nxt week's scheldule its still packed. wth, haiz.
LIFE!! YUNHAO GET A LIFE!
Saturday, April 4, 2009, 10:51 PM
dont judge.
today's maths lesson, was interesting, counting all the intrest, profits and stuff, well at least it was far off better than algebra and calculus, todays was more applicable(to the SE etc) interesting, nice food, sat math classes tend to pass faster, i hav no idea why, but ya. and today is 4/4/09!!!lol then followed by exco meeting which was....i have no comments. slc's stuff and all that crap, why cant ppl think abit simpler, i dun believe in what camps always produce other than bonding, all the workshops, are mostly.... vendors are conversely better at least i can learn something? i dun think we have the capability and the skill to produce what the vendor can, so why not learn from them? i rly dun understand. and whats the use of sbb, tekan? make the room a better place, cleaner place, or wad, like wad sy i feel that before one steps in and after one steps out there must be a change in that person, and that change shouldnt just be applicable in the camp but also for daily life. another activity put to stress ppl to think fast under stressful conditions. ya and after ppl attend what do u get when u put them in stress conditions? squat there in the middle, put your hands over your head and stress out. oh fang guo wo ba. and after all these discipline, yes it is agreeable that one becomes more discipline, bt what i feel is the one who becomes more disciplined also at the same time gets more rigid in the thinking and have no flexibility in solving stuff, is that the outcome that is proposed if it is then i rest my case.
then went to vivo with sy, rach, jr and sj, ate there talked, and proceeded to bras basah for book hunting, lols. yeah book hunting then went to popular, which was our heaven after the bookprize which made us all angels in popular lol. take evtg like free lol. bt it is free lah. went to bugis's new mall, i dk call wad. bt they hav F1 simulators there!!! arggh!! i want to ride on one! haha bt nvm went to eat some stuff and went home. didnt study tmr must make up!
heard some stuff frm sy today, 1, i dk who is the one that go and tell seniors abt the h thing, 2 as seniors when we was in office u din even see what we did, if u think i dun deserve it, then i dun think u are in the position to judge, as when we were under ur care, many of us dun even hav any chances for anything, how can u judge us then? 3.if u think i did nt do well enough, reflect on yourself. seriously dun understand all these crap frm sc, why cant we just work normally without ranks or post? just do what u are suppose to take more initiative, ya.
the world will be a better place if only we want it to be.
Friday, April 3, 2009, 8:31 PM
it only takes a spark
to get the fire going.
CT2 is almost over, well only left geog. gt back emaths, careless again, dk whether i need to change specs bt bottomline of all, i need to get my focus back on the right track. 2 more weeks and no more choir, 3 more weeks are no more star. miss it will i, perhaps, i dunno. after 4 years of choir, 4 years of star, 3 years of council. i'm sure i will miss it, and come to think of the missing, abt 7 more months to the end of my sec 4 life, my sec sch life, the time which i had enjoyed with all my close friends and great teachers. i rmb the time when i was in p6, i cant wait to leave the school and swore that i will nvr be a teacher, my pri sch would be a place that i will nvr wan to step in again. bt now, at sec 4, i wouldnt even wan to think abt leaving sch and i wish to fulfill my ambition, how ppl and env can change a person. i've changed, alot. haha good way bad way, i hope its positive/
OLVL i nearing, if i give 1 month to 1 subj, that isnt even enough and we haven learn finish the syllabus, goodness. ARGH, i fear o lvl. i hope i can make it., ok i must make it. if i can run teachers day, grad lunch, work out eureka, get citibank granting, i can do this too!!!- haha treat o lvl like another grand event which needs alot of preperation, last min work wun help. the VIP at cambridge wun be happy/..
fighter will fight against all odds to reach her goals.
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