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Friday, July 24, 2009, 9:32 PM
for the best
goodbye to blogger, facebook and msn. gg on hiatus till end of prelim2s at least. till then, c'ya.to beat the best, you have to be the best.
Monday, July 20, 2009, 8:56 PM
weather the hurricane
个人自扫门前雪，莫管他人瓦上霜。在浙竟争激烈的世界里， 为了达到个人理想什么都做得出， 兵不厌诈。 世界是不公平的，而我找答案也找到累了。Friday, July 17, 2009, 9:38 PM
its all right
left alone, left behind.
since when did getting back results become more of a disaster than an anticipation, thats what i used to feel, the top in subj and evtg, i wasnt good at everything bt at least some things but never nothing. its like a loss frm evtg to nothing, feeling nothing is definitely a lie. how could any human feel immune to this kind of thing. i never expected that i would fail my once top subj. the only subj that i can say, i don't rly need to study bt yet can scrape an A. the fall was bad with no cushioning guess i rly fell hard. on the cold concrete floor. with no encouragement frm my teacher, bt gt blasted. she ruined the image of all other good teachers. once again yes the problem might lie with us. bt i think for this case in particuliar the bigger problem lies with u. as nt only frm my pov bt many povs from ppl of my cohort. every volcano has a trigger point, dun make mine erupt. somethings i rly cannot understand, the burning desire to enquire the answer, the reason. bt i nvr get it. they said everyone has talents, different strenghths, being different masters of trades. tell me whats me, coz seriously i dk how to convince myself. perhaps i will feel better after crying.
with every step you climb another mountain, there're no boundaries.
Thursday, July 16, 2009, 5:37 PM
across this new divide
pure innocence, just enjoyable.i've tried my best.
i just want to rest.
knowing that i can't
i just got to continue my run.
in the never ending race
i just want to keep my pace
looking back at those days
i tried to rmb my blury face
just want to wish myself the best of luck
to make sure my result don't suck.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 4:39 PM
when tears well up
-but nothing comes out.gt back ss, chem,phyand el paper today.
SS- dissapointing bt i still managed to scrape a pass.
phy - stupid careless mistakes like not reading qns carefully and pressing calculator wrongly, and indulging too much in to geographical terms. work hard, rmb life is nvr fair and always believe perfect practice makes perfect:)
el- my como is ok, bt my compre kinda pull evtg down lol. so sad oral not included haha bt also cannot fully depend on it so, work hard for better tmr!
chem- bloody, bloody, 15 bloody F9s, shame on you, and that was all that came out frm u, oh lets skip the part bout encouragements, any living 44-rian will know that it will nvr happen, how much u love our class and evtg, i think u tell that to everyclass. wadeva. i dun rly care. we didnt even touched the chapter on air, even msong took 15 mins to teach it it was better than not even telling us there was such a chapter and organic chem was like not even taught to us. tell me whats better than great... great. shame on us, more shame on you. why do we have 15 bloody F9s, its all thanks to 1 bloody chem teacher like you. and ya u think we wasted our 4 weeks of holidays, i think we've wasted 6 months of chem lessons we've attended. think u are rly great? think again, ur hurt, what abt us, its not even ur results its our, what makes u think that we didnt put in any effort and that those who are getting F9s didnt, like anyone would REQUEST for a F9. wonder some times if u rly speak before proccessing it through ur bloody brain. and perhaps ur teacher only knew how to use the word bloody on u. plenty of studying dosent rly pays when we dont get any consultation or revision or practice papers without any ans, or half of the ans. yes we are at fault and the problem lies with us, bt i think the more major problem lies with u. prelim1 is a catastrophy and i gg to mug hard and shove that A1 in ur face, i promise. IN YOUR FACE!
Friday, July 10, 2009, 7:13 PM
tellmetellmemore!
WL4409!time rly kinda crawls when u are studying, the tormenting periods of i wan-to-sleep-but-can't-coz-i-hav-so-many-more-stuff-to-study
ok i seriously can't wait till results day to post, coz theres so manymanymany things that happened in the last week, funny, crazy and totally hillarious.
ok i seriously can't wait till results day to post, coz theres so manymanymany things that happened in the last week, funny, crazy and totally hillarious.
and finally got to see all the photos after donkey of years ok la nt rly very long
back from
fri, physp2 - GG!
mon- youthday AKA studyingday
tue, elp2 okoklo
wed, hist hitler!
mathp2- GGGGGG
thu, geogp2 tourism:) and developement and the anyhow sub-ing of countries in those i din't know ok continents to like those ppl looked abit dark,,, africans! lol
amath, a waste of my time that i wrote chem notes
today, chemp1 TIKAM!
physp1 TIKAM TIKAM!
haha had loads of laughter today with invigilators diff ones that nvr fails to bring class 44 with laughter and all from last year's classic "the noisy-like-hell countdown timer" to this year's "superman" laughing is really the best medcine. and today's "did i ask for your opinion" inside jokes just rock the house down, soothing music in the middle of papers and how our class's boys can qualify to go try to remind classes for tempt taking on the PA system, its totally hillarious. how the invigilators invigilate thats a whole new joke book for us, that we will really rmb. today after sch was interview eighteen ppl and i said the same line for 18 times, lx's right i shd really record it down, save my breath. before that was cool chatting, if only every teacher can be like that, forever nice and crappable:) lol and the C_____ that we plan to suan some ppl! haha!
choir interview lots of laughter too, i have standard TYS ans and the oh so the very honest ones, which are good and some ppl i just feel so sad hah. bt whats the point ald. all the best i shall go and planplan the agm and get ready to slp! and prepare for tmr's interview?
haha wish me luck, this nonchalent fellow.
Thursday, July 2, 2009, 7:13 PM
CMI
Conquering Mission Impossible
it has been almost on week of exams, almost half the papers done. thats a good thing i suppose, but nevertheless i am still not feeling the prelim mood, i dk why perhaps i just treat it as normal practice just this time better i dun hav to mark the papers myself or seek anyone for clarifications of answers that i wrote, its like a all in one package for free. but of coz everything comes with a price, and that is its a must-do-well and there are no ans keys and no mp3 and songs to acc, only ur 4-4 classmates and some invigilator that are often irritating. lol.
past few days had
mathp1- managable, results unseeable.
elp1 - hope it isnt that bad.
chemp2 - oh god, bless me.
physicalgeog - managable
amath - HAHAHA
SS - hope the sinhalese wun go against me
tmr would be phy - a truckload of formulas, definition, hope it would be ok.
up coming are all the paper 2s and MCQ for sciences.
all the best everyone, guess my next post would be on results...