yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.

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left alone, left behind.

since when did getting back results become more of a disaster than an anticipation, thats what i used to feel, the top in subj and evtg, i wasnt good at everything bt at least some things but never nothing. its like a loss frm evtg to nothing, feeling nothing is definitely a lie. how could any human feel immune to this kind of thing. i never expected that i would fail my once top subj. the only subj that i can say, i don't rly need to study bt yet can scrape an A. the fall was bad with no cushioning guess i rly fell hard. on the cold concrete floor. with no encouragement frm my teacher, bt gt blasted. she ruined the image of all other good teachers. once again yes the problem might lie with us. bt i think for this case in particuliar the bigger problem lies with u. as nt only frm my pov bt many povs from ppl of my cohort. every volcano has a trigger point, dun make mine erupt. somethings i rly cannot understand, the burning desire to enquire the answer, the reason. bt i nvr get it. they said everyone has talents, different strenghths, being different masters of trades. tell me whats me, coz seriously i dk how to convince myself. perhaps i will feel better after crying.

with every step you climb another mountain, there're no boundaries.