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Friday, October 16, 2009, 7:58 PM
just leave me alone.

i will never be like you.
seriously dk wads wrong with you ppl's thinking.
i will work hard for my future and nvr to be like you.
thats a promise to myself.




Friday, October 9, 2009, 7:57 PM

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your (bored) friends. Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this!
1. Beer: yuck
2. Food: pasta
3. Relationships: commitment
4. Your CRUSH: chocolate
5. Power Rangers: ninja storm
6. Life: is just like that
7. The President: obama's cool
8. Yummy: toblerone
9. Cars: transformers bumblebee:)
10. Movies: NC16
11. Halloween: pumpkin?
12.Colour: orange+turquoise
13. Sport: swimming
14. Hate: is tiring
15. Fear: lost
16. Marriage: is still long
17. Blondes: are huh.
18. Slippers: every singaporean's best friend
19. Shoes: white adicolour
20. Asians: geographic hah
21. Pass time: sleeping
22. One night stand: noway
23. My cell Phone: is mad
24. Smoke: shortens my life
25. Fantasy: will nvr happen in reality
26. College: praying hoping believing
27. High school life: is memorable.
28. Pajamas: used for nassa
29. Stars: scholars
30. Center: of a circle? (x-a)square + (y-b)square = rsquare
31. Alcohol: breezer
32. The word love: is said and not felt
33. Friends: are always there
34. Money: are just another part or materialism
35. Heartache: better nt occur in the nxt month
36. Time: and tide waits for no men
37. Divorce: adults being childish
38. Dogs: i like huskys
39. Undies: are things that everyone wears
40. Parents: adults that are childish
41. Babies: i am afraid of their cries
42. Ex: ercise book, i have tons
43. Song: as long as you love me
44. Cartoon: cookiemonster:D
45. Weddings: will come in another 10 years
46. Pizza: hut
47. Hangout: when o's are over
48. Rest: in peace
49. Goal: are meant to be reached
50. Inspiration: to realise aspirations
all the best to all taking Os




Wednesday, October 7, 2009, 10:29 PM
i pray i pray

somebody pls tell me wads wrong these days.
i cant bring myself to it, emotional rollercoaster.
try like nvr before.
praying. hoping. beliving.




Friday, October 2, 2009, 7:29 PM
running out

-of time.
o's are approaching, just gt back prelim results on mon,
ok nt as well as i expected for some but its still alright excluding Chinese 4As, 3Bs and 1F9 isnt that bad. ok the F9 is bt that was expected. i just cant bring myself to doing the qns the paper, the subj, even if i tried. i still failed.
today was DISASTROUS
3 two hour papers rly can make one go crazy, my brain was practically dead like after the second one. and good news theres only more to come, no lunch break. straight 4 hrs test, HCL was !^&*^%$# crap to make sure i dun slp i had to sit on the floor?! and my answers were neither of quantity nor quality. put 3 tests in a day is a big NO-NO every one's dead esp after hcl how to carry on, my brain ald stopped functioning not so much of the paper's difficult. its more like, i am too tired, food deprived, lack brain juice that i just cant think anymore. "staring at the black page before me..." sounds familiar eh. felt like crying during the paper esp when some ppl kept insisting that i was having some mental block and i have to learn to adapt that in case it happens for O's, well i dun have like amaths p1 hcl p2 and emp2 all in one day for Os without lunch break even=.=
sitting arrangement is out and horrible, nvm 2 more weeks shant care abt anymore, make more irrelevant comments and i make sure u get a shutup from me. everyone has a boiling pt, this dormant volcano is erupting soon, its dormant not extinct. nt erupting dosent mean it will not.
went to bk for dinner and saw 2 Jc students mugging away, kinda makes me think of the next nightmare that is gg to come after this one's over. when will they stop?!
guess they will nvr be,
with every step comes another mountain, waiting to be conquered.