4409!

-of time.

o's are approaching, just gt back prelim results on mon,

ok nt as well as i expected for some but its still alright excluding Chinese 4As, 3Bs and 1F9 isnt that bad. ok the F9 is bt that was expected. i just cant bring myself to doing the qns the paper, the subj, even if i tried. i still failed.

today was DISASTROUS

3 two hour papers rly can make one go crazy, my brain was practically dead like after the second one. and good news theres only more to come, no lunch break. straight 4 hrs test, HCL was !^&*^%$# crap to make sure i dun slp i had to sit on the floor?! and my answers were neither of quantity nor quality. put 3 tests in a day is a big NO-NO every one's dead esp after hcl how to carry on, my brain ald stopped functioning not so much of the paper's difficult. its more like, i am too tired, food deprived, lack brain juice that i just cant think anymore. "staring at the black page before me..." sounds familiar eh. felt like crying during the paper esp when some ppl kept insisting that i was having some mental block and i have to learn to adapt that in case it happens for O's, well i dun have like amaths p1 hcl p2 and emp2 all in one day for Os without lunch break even=.=

sitting arrangement is out and horrible, nvm 2 more weeks shant care abt anymore, make more irrelevant comments and i make sure u get a shutup from me. everyone has a boiling pt, this dormant volcano is erupting soon, its dormant not extinct. nt erupting dosent mean it will not.

went to bk for dinner and saw 2 Jc students mugging away, kinda makes me think of the next nightmare that is gg to come after this one's over. when will they stop?!

guess they will nvr be,

with every step comes another mountain, waiting to be conquered.