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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Thursday, December 31, 2009, 9:52 PM
end of 2009
ITS THE END OF 2009:( - many things happened that i will nvr forget.
done with 10 years of basic education, and moving on soon. approx 12 days to results release. i rmbed the 4 F9s i had during CT1 this year, the yellow compulsory meet the parents form i got. GE1 5 C5s a wonderful scolding from many ppl. perhaps a wake up call. i really did study but perhaps not in the right direction. really want to thank mrloh for always believing that i really studied and can do better. esp in physics. i hope to get my desired o'lvl results. and really hope that i can give him a physics A1 as the best thankyou gift ever.
i stepped down both in CCA and council as well as STAR.
CCA, from this 4 years i think the only thing i learnt is to be more careful in making impt decisions like choosing your cca. sad to say i did not really enjoy my cca period, with exception my batch mates, certain seniors and juniors, mslam for a little while and ms teoh, others no. esp all the mad crying before and after SYF not that i am nonchalent or wad bt.. nvm. an important lesson learnt that i will rmb for life.
council was where i learnt most of my things, the opportunities i had to learn how to be a leader. i will nvr forget my PMT, our teachers day08 with jr, grad lunch with pteam, eUreka with kelly, those mad ikea trips where ppl look at what we bought like we were aliens that decended, mad screwing of boxes when we collected the forms, laughter when we read some of them, and the many many many proposals we did and submitted. the mad coordinations with many teachers, a pleasant exp where i've learnt alot. thank you to mr tan and ms ong.
STAR, many enrichment courses many fun with my batch, shanghai, IQ camp, sabbatical, projects after sabbatical. late stays in school, visit to halfway house, alumni dinner we all used to dread, the outreach talks we crapped out. the never forgottened ideas in action where i met the most wonderful project mentor. the champion umbrella case! i will never forget this great prog, not just about the free stuff bt more of the exp i've gained. the scoldings from ms koh that were for our own good. she meant well haha. one for all and all for one. a good lesson that creates the bond within us.
working life has been rather ok. i took the jobs to kill time anyways and to get xmas gifts for ppl. i learnt alot from working. like studying is better i sumpa. popular job trains my muscles and keeps me at 24 and 44 kg.=.= i think i exercise and carry more than i eat. double shifts is tough tough and i want it to end badly. very tired. 730 to 10 kills ppl. tired x 100000 earning money is not easy...
family life. a topic i seldom talk abt. sometimes i really wanted to forgive but its hard. like what i read before career, friends, family, health are all crystal balls, once shattered it can nvr be pieced back to original again. i suppose wad he left me will be a permanent scar. it healing bt the scar will always be there.
today wanted to make passport bt to no avail. then went to meet yb and js to get their ic zaps. went to sy house to hav steamboat:D played stress, mahjong, cheat and uno, fun actl wanted to overnight bt... went to safra to find friend and left for home. my countdowns are always alone, sat at my lift lobby stairs to send msg before i went home. i would nvr understand certain things, how these adults think. i cant wait till i am 21. i am 16 and ya i know i dun look 16 or else the counter wouldnt have to like ask 3 times how old am i=.=. freedom. what is freedom, i hope 2010 would be a better year, i dread school posting, bt it will come anyway no matter wad. lets leave it to fate.
happy new year everyone
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