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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Sunday, January 31, 2010, 10:26 AM
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i want a simple way out of all these!Friday, January 29, 2010, 11:30 PM
its all about acceptance and adaptation
Accepting that,i am not the best.
what you reap isnt exactly wad u sow.
if the world is fair it would be square.
in other words, life is never fair.
Adapating to,
new JC.
orientations.
new friends.
its the truth,
its wad God planned,
i can pray for wad i want so badly,
bt i might not get it,
for good for bad.
i am not in the position to judge.
for now
be satisfied with what i have and be happy
bt i dun think its that easy. easier said than done. it has been a tough journey and i really feel like giving up.
Thursday, January 28, 2010, 9:33 PM
stop it please
rainbow after the storm, mine seems like its ever pouring, why?stop adding salt to my wound
please.i have had enough
dun ask about things i dunno
because i really dunno
i hope i dun regret my choice
i want a solution
not a situation
please
i want to cry, i need to cry, but i just want to cry tears with no explanation. they are at the rim ald. bt i just can't let it out
why am i always good, but just not good enough, i dun think i deserve my state in life today, fate's arrangements, i need more time to accept, adapt.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010, 10:00 PM
stuck
stuck in somewhere i dk how to describei dun hav a special liking for any school
my closest friends are most likely in diff jcs as i am
diff thinking that i cannot control and neither can anyone control mine
i dunno how to descirbe my feeling now.
annoyance? irritating? or just lost
10 years of basic education perhaps i am really a failed product out of it
i can't even make a decision for myself that i will not regret
oh god save me.
Friday, January 22, 2010, 11:24 AM
购物， 购物， 在购物!
went to malaysia ytd with mom, counsin and JR! sy, her mom and rach went in the morning. haha and we met! haha telepathy rly works i believe in it! we were shouting through the shop, heritage hub. then part shortly after rach and JR bought their backpacks and i bought my tanktop:D yeah!before that, we went to eat A&W there. AHHH... waffle goodness:D, smoothie and porridge. also realised that their employees there have the #1 smile and the #1 frm the bottom english. SIGHHH, i asked for another set of fork and knife... and he gave me 2 spoons for ice cream. nvm. we are lucky to be born in singapore, where the govt made 10 years of basic education mandatory and the oh-so-important english as the main language.
after that we just totally indulged in SHOPPING! haha and mad eating after that, totally enjoyed myself with all that shopping and the eating! my PRETZEL!!!! is THERE! and so CHEAP! AHHHH why singapore one so EX!?
to be continued... off to more shopping!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010, 4:54 PM
sigh to the ironic humans, us.
Before O's: When is this damn thing gg to end!, i can't wait for the last paper to end.After O's: God i am bored, i prefer the times when we were studying
Sec 3 holidays: You call this a HOLIDAY with this avalanche of homework?
Sec 4 holidays: Why is this holiday so L-O-N-G....
Way before results release: I can't wait to see my results
Just before results release: Can i not see it please?
After results release: I knew i shouldnt have seen it=.=
talking about results, although i was abit dissapointed at first bt thinking back, i shd be happy ald. At least i made it up to the stage with 6As.
of which i've got FIVE A2s....
in english, mathematics, physics, combined humanities and geography(totally unexpected, i didnt know how to do like 25 marks..HAHA)
B3 for chemistry
C5 for Amath, YES I PASSED
and C6 for HCL. OMG.
and the last A1 is frm last yr's cl.
hell the moderation system.
i bet many could have gotton alot more A1s rather than a flood of twos.
anyway. raw of R5 11 and R4 9.
YUNHAO, BE THANKFUL.
posting's on the 27th.
registration on the 28th,.
the cycle of o's is coming again. just that this time at A's
H-E-R-E-I-C-O-M-E
i hope i dun need to appeal. AHHH.. provided SA gives me H2 math or AC takes me in. or i would be back at jjc in the name of JURONG, AGAIN.
cheerios. cya.
Thursday, January 14, 2010, 9:58 PM
stressed
i dunno how to go oni hate the education system
i think i am not ready yet
take a gamble
should i?
i think i am not ready yet.. not rly worthed for your love
Saturday, January 9, 2010, 11:18 PM
another start
eleventh! eleventh getting warmer and warmer by the day! actl i rly cant wait for it to come. i am like a lost sheep wondering now, heading to nowhere, with no final destination, sigh. no plans.
went to NP today, i gt a liking in nursing. haha a very very safe course indeed eh, but ya i think its nice and it should suit me in the health science field.
for poly i think i will do that biomed in sp followed by medtech or cardiactech i dun rly mind, and if np i hope to get in to biolabtech in 2nd year. pharmsci or biomed engineering. looks like i gt more insights in poly than jc. JC. i dk anything HAHA h1,2,3, i also dk wad is that. i dk wad i am looking for or why i wan to go jc.
why must we be given so many choices, or is this thing just another cruel elimination round in our education system.
just wait for mon and see what happens, whatever that is gg to happen. is ald an unchangable fact. FACE IT YUNHAO.
Friday, January 8, 2010, 8:58 PM
what happens after 11th?
haha nobody knows, ok at least nobody knows for sure now. results release on the 11th. good or bad is perhaps not the main issue here now. JC/POLY?! if i really know where to go i would most probably NOT be posting this post here now. SIGH. choices, another difficult choice after PSLE(coz streaming was an easy one without much choices=.=) "choose your course and not let your course choose you" some famous saying by teachers from all around. ya true bt sometimes wouldnt it be better if the course could choose if cause you wouldnt know wad to pick? twelve choices in JAE, i was ald dying with 6 after PSLE moreover its just schools then, now we had to deal with schools AND courses. GREAT there are abt 20 JCs, 5 polys with 200 over courses all added up tgt, NAFA, laSelle(if that is how u spell it) and bla bla bla privite educations(not within my considerations, for now at least) WHAT TO CHOOSE???went to SP open house today. it was _________________(ppl fill in your own blanks) very much different from NP certainly from wad i went last year which i played like from 12-6 and still havent had enough. reached SP at 3 plus, and left at 530 for TC:D ok i finally get to try heizou nice! bt i think my mom's gawhiong nicer:) haha the fish soup tasted like fish water frm the start bt i think coz we didnt stir HAHA others was just ok. had fun talking abt our schools(bookshop) jokes, BDS, CHIJSTC, NTPS. nice exchange. kinda cool too. too many schools now. when we say go back our school, the next qns would most likely be, which school?! HAHA
went back JSS on TUE. I MISS MY SCHOOL! thanks many many to mr ang for letting us in and mrtan for passing our attire check=.= LOL. reached there and had chats all around, guess many teachers were like, you are 1 week early HAHA. yup got go get use to the jurong air again, so monday dun need to take many deep breaths when we first step in. school uniform i miss too! wearing for the last time on mon, hope it wouldnt be drenched in tears, ok tears of joy ok:D 5AS- thats all i want!:D believe believe! haha. went to HUT pizza after that. and the cheese cap thing happened again, infront of me for like the 4th time=.= goodness. thank god i didnt get it. most prob because i wasnt a cheese lover...haha thank god for that
gg lots of places tmr. incl JSS, NP, and 4409BBQ. wow busy day, ok gtg.
sigh today ATM ate up 40 bucks, my ytd salary, SIGHH.. POSB so unreliable?! next time bank in i rather queue or put in wallet also better la.=.=
c'ya.
thankyou for the blue thing i love so much:D
Friday, January 1, 2010, 11:03 PM
2010!
