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yh.16 till 19thmay'10.ex-jss4409and26thSC.posted to SAJC, appeals successful to JJC, 10S19. is hoping that she dosent regret.
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Monday, March 29, 2010, 8:51 PM
hippo's gonna need a break.
thirstyhippo's gonna need a break! to drink some water. unfortunately there isnt such breaks..sigh TEST TEST TEST TEST TEST and SHINGZY PE. omg. really can imagine the witches stiring in the extreme exercises in the cauldron. sighhhh!!!!!!
just wish to pass all my test, don't really expect much. passing is good enough for me. and i guess i am just aiming for a place in NUS. thats all.
JIAYOUS to all pals fighting out there for a common goal.:D
i really miss the times back then, when we were all together fighting non competitively for to conquer the O monster. standing together helping each other, i enjoyed the times we studied late in the evenings, the night oral classes, the project times in the explorer lab, the consultation times like almost anywhere, anytime. it looks like i've got to move on. bt its difficult to integrate into a difficult class. i will never get the home feeling i have back there, it is just different.
Friday, March 26, 2010, 9:38 PM
D for disastrous?
okay long time no blog. some updates on my oh-so-boring yet i am actually surviving life. Firstly to ask myself, why is there SUCH A BIG DIFF bet JC and SEC SCH. its like an automated downgrade from a DC to an LDC. call it core-periphery theory whatever. its like a literal transfer. building wise, people wise, programmes wise, ccas wise. i thought it has a long history eh. bt i just dun understand why is the system so screwed upside down. people wise i feel like i am in a primary school. like YA. every lab lesson, usually my heaven. is beginning to turn in to nightmares waiting to unfold. what-the-hell, and HOW-THE-HELL, did some of these ppl even GET HERE!. whatever did the school do for the SPA. let all their students pass?! are u sure they even did SPA?! ya no doubt they DID pure science. with pretty good grades too. omg faintz. like totally!!! even if nvr do before also can read right.......
thus i conclude that every lab session is a VERY ANNOYING OCCASSION.(VA0)
(VA01) [VA01 actually stands for Volumetric Analysis number 01, but in this case it could just stand for Very Annoying Occasion 1] omg..wth.. what a lab partner. i am gg to have a hard time. i am gg to have a horrible time. lets call my lab partner Ampere. we got our sitting arangements, knowing who my labpartner is i could only have myself to blame for having reg no 10, omfg. like why me=.= nvm. i looked to my side, to see if she's there. no she isnt. my teacher's phone started to ring. oh my. she's lost again,. and i've got to pick her up... we explore our drawers. cool. nice baskets with many things! 3 flask, 2 beakers, 1 tile and many more. she takes out evtg, she leaves, i need to help her pack.
(VA02) nightmare 02. i've got to help her read everyreading. omg, its killing me, who's gg to help her during spa. nvm i carry on. sounds rather peaceful eh. maybe not my bench today. the many dark pinks from phenolpthalein just got the class a ticket to staying back after school to redo the experiment. i thank the class in silence nxt tue 4-6 GREAT...
(VA03) here comes the horrible part. she cant see well i can't say anything. bt i dun believe she can listen properly. since she likes to talk so much in the first place. during the instructions, she takes my pipette filler and take it as hers. i have to take another one=.= so be it. she puts her whole retort stand on my bench, like wth. the space not big enough?!!! at least got 1 metre long the bench can!!!! she squirts water at me while washing her pipette. she fills the wrong things with the wrong apparatus. she makes alot of noise. she makes me go crazy. seriously i think she should have a whole lab to herself! the good of the class, for the welfare of ME=.=
(VA04)-its today she didnt bring her worksheet and accused the teacher that its no being returned, whatever. also not the first time..the bench is flooded. the stool is overflowing. the floor is literally a flowing river. suddenly i have extra funnels and stuff=.= wow. nxt moment. piang! glass smashed on the floor. i feel my life so in danger. omg. she broke her measuring cylinder. wow. why? probably because too much water la! omg. she leaves her used tissue paper lying around by the puddles that are all over. for the sake of the next class i cleaned it up, while she ran off.
the most courteous, most responsible, most considerate personnel award, goes to none other than yours truly's lab partner ampere.. save ur claps for later. there would be more to come, i strongly believe.
Friday, March 12, 2010, 10:48 PM
i always thought so, but i was wrong
i always thought 44 was a class that made alot of noise, had alot of complaints from all over because of being over populated and stuff. but i was wrong. i thought people of age approaching or passed 17 would have been more mature about learning and stuff, but i was wrong. i thought that JC teachers would be just like sec sch teachers, having the passion to teach and inspire their students, but i was wrong. i thought that with only 4 core subjects i would get decent teachers bt i was wrong. i thought that i could adapt bt i was wrong again. it might be just me. or not. dosent rly matter. i pray that i will get a better life at jj. because whenever i look at ppl in SA uniform, my heart aches.
Monday, March 8, 2010, 8:50 PM
another me.
guessed i really changed alot, become more consious about my studies and all, and a whole new different insight about what i always thought i had passion in. student council. oh ya and continuing from the previous post abt the line interview, i got in, as camp 2ic bt i withdrew, not filling a single sense of regret till date, at least. school scheldule is really hectic, but i've many interesting teachers, many nice classmates and a horrible time table hah. which i think i am getting use but ald into my last week. my math tutor changed for the 3rd time in a month which sums up to only 5 sessions- sucks totally. geog tutorial totally sucks, thank god i took core geog, if not confirm die. PW would be a disaster if u got disastrous members thankfully i dun. okay somehow or another i am somehow starting to enjoy a slightest bit of my life here. hoping that it would be better in days to come.
lastly, i wan to say that. i might not ever have the chance to put on that college tie, be top of the hierachy for students, clip that council tiepin on my collar everyday, put on that blazer during investiture, but i definitely will not regret my decision as for a council that i would rather no join. i join for the sake of serving not for hierachy, authority or worse testimonial. you may think that i'm not realistic enough as this is the world, bt for me, i would just like to be myself. this is me.
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